Hello e1!
I know that I have not been here for three months. I apologize. Some1 along the line leaked that I had been chatting and my mum found out and blocked me from using the internet ever again. It was very devastating. I cried for, well I haven't stopped crying. This will be my final message here. I lover you guys so much! I miss you far too much! I wish there was a way that I could stay, but there is no way. I wish you all the best of luck in your lives and that all of your hopes and dreams come through. I will continue to pray for you as often as I think of it (which is quite often). You have all changed my life in some form or another. I would list names, but that would take far too long and I may end up leaving some1 out, so this message just goes to all of you. For those of you who were on my MSN list, I was forced to block you forever. I did receive e-mails from you, but was not allowed to reply. I suppose that this is a pointe in my life where I must end this wonderful chapter and move on to see what other wonderful things God has in store for my life. I wish that e1 from A+F and Xanga could read this too. I am really greatful for your support. You have all welcomed me with open arms. I have laughed with you, and I have cried with you. You have helped me, and in return I did my best to help you. I will love all of you forever. God Bless! Namaarie! A Boe Naid Gwannathar. . .

"You may never know when the last time you see or talk to a person is. . . "

I am sitting here, thinking of what on earth to update about. I had it all set in my head exactly what I was going to update on. Now, I can not seem to remember anything that I was going to post. How sad is that?! Uh, I am actually going to YG tonight, but I am not going to sing. I will most likely end up just sitting on my ass, watching movies until I can take no more. Why is it that I am constantly complaining about boredom and yet every time I get the chance to actually do something, I say no. Why can't I say yes every once in a while?! I can't even say yes when I want to say it! I always respond with, NO! It sux. Some1 asks me something and I am thinking yes, but I always say no. Why do I do that?! I am not actually expecting answers to any of these questions just getting it all out. I had green beans alomndine with stir-fried broccoli and onions. I enjoyed that quite a bit. Something besides the norm. Wow, I sure can say a lot about nothing. My mum does that too. I honestly did have something that was some what interesting to say, but I can't recall what it was so I should probably cease this now before it gets any more boring. God Bless!